carlyCONSPIRACY

:D

2007-06-25T00:00:24Z

i love summer <3

somethings going on.

2007-03-15T01:40:23Z

Everyone is changing.
I dont like it.
It's like Ive fallen off the face of the universe,
or at least Ive fallen out of some people's minds.

i want to go back.

Im feeling

2006-12-26T05:24:34Z

So Ive been extremely happy.
ive been for a while now.
My life has taken a turn for the better.
and im glad it did, i wouldnt have it any other way.
im pretty content with my life.
I know who my family is.
I know who my real friends are.
I know who I like.
I know what I want.
and I know what I want in my future.
Im listening to Scary Kids Scaring Kids Right now.
and I love them lots =D
I spent a good hour or so talking to Anthony on aim. Hes pretty amazing.
Its christmas vacation right now, Im actually writing this on the Day after Tuesday.

oh and btw. Its Hayley William's of Paramore's 18th birthday Wednesday =D! Im going to listen to Paramore all day, and sing along with it.

well im going to go to bed because its 12:23 AM. Maybe I'll watch a movie or something.
My dad is hooking up the new TV in my room tomorrow.
hurrah!
<3333

carlyconspiracy @ 2006-11-30T21:58:00

2006-11-30T21:58:15Z

I basically have had it with myself.
Im tired of having such low confidence.
im tired of having no self esteem
im tired of hating myself.
I want to lose weight
I want to be as pretty as her
I want everything she has.
I wish i didnt have to try to get the guy i wanted.
Im tired of trying to prove myself to people
who will NEVER take me seriously.

bye.